„Here’s the ten bucks you let me borrow, sorry it took so long, I hope you aren’t angry at me“

I gave this person money?

Seriously. I don’t have the energy to keep track of that shit. If somebody was shitty to me they just get labeled as “not friend” and get treated like an acquaintance. Anything more requires me to care about them in some way, and I have shit to do.

I only hold one single grudge in my life. The one fucker in high-school who took the accountant role when my mother died of cancer, took the money my class raised for my family, and spent them on luxury stuff for himself.

You mean you don’t hyper fixate on a few uncomfortable moments from your past and hold grudges based on those?